jinndjuice:

I never thought I had to explain why I thought of you as a best friend. But I should know reassurance is always nice. 

So listen it might get a little gay but bear with me haha.

The first night we met we were both complete shit shows. I mean we got Pepe’s Taco at like 4 in the morning and then I took you home… you were a stranger who does that haha. From that one night we literally hung out every possible second. Unless you decided to leave the state… longest days of my life. 

It’s been less then a year but during those days you became one of my best friends. You’re a weird sensitive crazy bitch asshole of a person but that’s why I love you. Every single day is an adventure. You always put a smile on my face… even during those nights where we get drunk and argue about nothing haha. One main reason you’re one of my best friends is even if we are just sitting somewhere smoking hookah or watching tv or just staring off into space it’s still comfortable. There are no awkward silences. We can be doing nothing and I’d still have fun just being with you. 

I know you have my back and I don’t ever tell you how much I appreciate it. I know I get bitchy when shit happens, but I know you’re only doing what you think is right. 

I know you hate that I don’t talk to you about everything, but don’t take it personally I don’t tell anyone. But trust me when I need to talk about something you’re one of the first people I go to. I know you’re there for me and I know I could trust you with anything. And if it really bothers you that much tell me and I’ll tell you whatever you want. 

You wrote that you have nothing to offer me… but that couldn’t be further from the truth. I actually think what you’ve given me is greater then anything I’ve ever given you. You give me memories that I’ll never forget, smiles that I can’t erase, love that keeps the heart going. Honestly, from day one to now I’ve never had to hide myself or act differently. You taught me to give no fucks about people’s opinions. 

Words literally can’t explain how much love for you I have. Words can’t describe feelings. I could try to explain but no explanation could come close. Just know I love you. I appreciate everything. You’re one of my ride or dies. And you’re my best friend. 

And like I said. I’m not going anywhere. So do what you gotta do and I’ll be here whenever you need me.

Way to make me cry.